Well friends, I'm one day away from being almost halfway to my goal: an entire 9 days without showering! I think today marked the first day where I am starting to feel more self-conscious of my appearance. Over the course of a normal day, my thoughts rarely would turn to questioning how I look, but today I definitely noticed that there were times that I asked myself, "Do you think they can tell that I haven't washed my hair in 3 whole days?" I've been thinking a lot about how I think of myself and my own journey that I've been on regarding body image throughout college, so look for an extended post about those thoughts later this weekend! But for now, here is today's update:
My skin still feels itchy and I've noticed that it is starting to get a bit blotchy in some places. Nothing too noticeable yet, but I do notice that I have been itching more than I normally would.
I smell like the faint scent of flowers leftover from the lotion that I applied this morning--I decided that I would alternate smelling like vanilla and flowers every other day since those are my only options. So no bad BO yet. :)
My mood is content. This week has been rough because I had to give my speech tonight and I have two big exams tomorrow, so I have been rather scatterbrained which I think has helped me to take my focus off of my current state of uncleanliness.
I spent my quiet time this morning reading the whole chapter of Deuteronomy 7, which is where part of the scripture I was meditating on today came from. If you haven't read Deuteronomy ever or in awhile friends, I recommend you visiting this chapter in particular sometime soon--it is so encouraging! In verses 9 and 10, there are more references to God's steadfastness. "...He is God, the faithful God who keeps covenant and mercy for a thousand generations with those who love Him..." A thousand generations! Just think about how many times our feelings toward people ebb and flow over the years. One day we're frustrated with a friend, the next day you realize how special they are to you. But God doesn't go through that ebb and flow--He is steadfast in His love, His faithfulness! But check out verses 6 and 7, next: "...the Lord your God has chosen you to be a special treasure above all the peoples...not because you were more in number than any other people, for you were the least of all peoples, but because the Lord loves you...He has redeemed you." Woah! Now if you know anything of the Israelites (the subject of these verses), they were so bad! One day they were praising God and the next they were complaining to Him (not very steadfast in their love or worship of God, eh?), but God says that they are His special treasure and that they were the least of everyone, but He chose to redeem them anyway! Chew on that for the remainder of the week, friends. Bask in God's steadfast love for you--not because you're anything great, but because He made you in His image and He wants to see you made whole.
Tomorrow's scripture comes from 2 Chronicles--there are so many great passages in the Old Testament about love, friends!
"Praise be to the LORD your God, who has delighted in you and placed you on his throne as king to rule for the LORD your God. Because of the love of your God for Israel and his desire to uphold them forever, he has made you king over them, to maintain justice and righteousness." -2 Chronicles 9:8
The Lord delights in you and desires for us to uphold justice and righteousness. Amen! :)